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Jun. 23rd, 2017

02WDF - im confuse


I can't tell what parts of this are real memories that purchase the feelings of the memories I've had. There's one part I can say definitely seem real which has that I was with someone, not in a relationship officially but emotionally, who died. It was the very beginning of one of those crush style relationships. The guy had just confessed that he really wanted to be with me and I am almost positive it was Mac.  I can't really remember why or what all happened but in this dream as far as I can remember,  Mac drowned.

Jun. 19th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse

Tears for Her

Friday I had a really rough dream. I think I was at a party or something I was in another one of those really tall buildings with a lot of Windows kind of like the college's I've been seeing. But this one seemed more residential. Matt was there and I must not have been with Eric in the dream because I really wanted to be with him. I was almost desperate but I really wanted to be with him. I tried to make him know the option was there to be with me. But in this dream he had a girlfriend who was really cute and her red hair. Kind of like paper for the stranger with candy because of the Ethereal feeling she had about her beauty. Anyway I guess in the Stream he wanted to be with her and for some reason he wasn't allowed to. This time it was his parents. He cried about this. In the dream it was really insulting and it really hurt me as well as in real life. Just said he cried over someone he couldn't have when I was right there meant that you really didn't care about me

Jun. 15th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse


We were in a big place and something happened where I was going to take care of Charles for a bit. I'm pretty sure I was by myself at the time. We were outside playing I think Nick was there too and there were a ton of little kittens. They were black and Siamese. I know I probably wouldn't be a good time to take them but I insisted that I did. The only thing I remember about where I lived was it was pretty small like an apartment and it had a bookshelf.

Jun. 13th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse

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I was with Anna and someone else to friends at least and we are in Europe. I remember we were going somewhere on a train and a guy came up to us. At first he seemed like he may be wanted to hit on us but then he got really violent with me I think he stabbed me?  By the way there were few more guys I tried to call the police but I didn't know the number but I knew there was an emergency. I even tried to fight back. It seems like things were incredibly violent there and I couldn't trust anyone

May. 26th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse

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All I remember is I reconnected with Jason through Instagram. And Christine too but the new Christine was different and mean and I just didn't like her.

May. 25th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse


Everyone was younger in this dreamMatt Davis picked me up and I was going out with Eric. Definitely got a wingman vibe from Matt Davis but it was hard to read because I felt like he was trying to impress me . The inside of his car was really dark it was dark out as well? We got to where I thought we were supposed to be but we were somewhere else first. It was almost like a club room or something like that at a community center. But it was really nice for other people there who were dressed like us so that's why I thought we were supposed to be.  Matthew and Danny were there in a few other people for some reason I feel like there was a baby there as well, and like I heard him by either trying to save him take something away from him. The next part of somehow feels kind of romantic to me. Eric brought me over to another place that he said he used to go when he was younger although we were definitely younger in the dream. We were both shorter and skinnier and I was dressed like a little goth girl I had my coffin backpack on. So this place we went to was kind of like a small tower building kind of similar to things I've dreamed about before pretty old-fashioned not really run down. Joy Division happen to be playing at this little Club. I was pretty excited but young gate was still pretty shy. I got assaulted by two guys.  the cops were questioning me and a ton of Xanax fell out of my backpack. After the show a mother and daughter came in who looked like they were performing a burlesque show. Everything was falling out of my backpack the whole night and it was always being rearranged for me to be able to find stuff

May. 12th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse


Had a tumor or amputation, cant remember what else but risky surgery.

Apr. 24th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse

Very Sex

Eric and I did anal near this giant pool and shortly after there were pink dildos in it.

Apr. 14th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse

Tights and Stoplights

I remember shopping, with Greg and Eric i  think and I'm pretty sure we were at Party City. They were girls trying on costumes and fishnets and I wanted to buy some. On the way over we cross the street that looked like it was in downtown Berlin. There was a lady who wanted to cross that she either couldn't reach the button at the crosswalk or didn't know how it worked. Marlon and Christine both refused to help so I did.

Apr. 6th, 2017

08NIGHTMARE - scary

Ghost party at hell house

This was so incredibly emotional for me. Also I woke up and went back to sleep, and this shit actually continued.

I was in a fairly large house for a party or something for some girl. Don't know or remember who. A few other friends like Stephanie and maybe Anna were there.

Anyway, it turned out she was a monster and she kept killing everyone. It turned out her mom was in on it and they had locked us all in the house. I hid in a crawlspace and the attic until I was somehow able to get out. I ran to a field or across a field and info an abandoned car, called for help, called the police. It was an awesome escape and I didn't forsee that. Because I was sure I'd die terrible way. At the end I

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