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Oct. 12th, 2017

02WDF - im confuse

Durgin Gun Dream

Wish I could remember more but at this point i cant. most of the dream had a dark and blue hue. Durgin was there and probably others, laura, my mum, eric, lallah, charles. Feel like it started in evening. i got to a place, maybe like disney, and durgin was there. i remember being outside in a rock or tree cul de sac, this one was huge, and this imagery has existed in my dreams before. he was nice to me which immediately sparked old feelings of liking him so much, but as always, I was unsure about his reciprocation. but being around him for those few moments overwhelmed me with that happiness i havent felt since him. And then it seem to strip itself away. Things became mildly weird to strikingly I'm uncomforting to pretty much terrible. First off, Charles was big. Still a year-and-a-half old but the size of maybe a nine-year-old. There were a bunch of other weird things that happen, but one of the weirdest ones was driving my car to a place that he might have been at and in the dream. It was like a natural obstacle course I was driving over cliffs, through water, all this kind of stuff scraping destroying my car to make it there. Reminds me of stuff I used to do and the way I used to drive my cars.

Sep. 29th, 2017

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Back to school

There was another hurricane and I guess I had to evacuate or something, so I went to school. I was back in high school in this dream. The people at school were like vague acquaintences, people like Evan and Eli, but I had a ton of fun with them. There were some girls there but I didn't know either and they were fun too. Maybe Leslie Maybe Alyssa, don't know for sure. We were all chilling and smoking weed I guess for some reason to me got stuck staying there after the hurricane and there was no power in the building. It was still bright during the day because of all the windows but I remember there was no power. Anyway, we were smoking weed, when someone who I feel like wasn't a teacher but maybe more like an author, came to visit. There were people with her that I knew or had met or was going to meet....  after the storm is over and even though there was no power at the school, more people kept coming. There were more more people there showing up. Anyway this lady came and I guess I accidentally got caught smoking cigarettes inside accidentally as well. I can't remember if it was her or someone else but we were reprimanded for smoking weed. They said that just because the power was off didn't mean the camera was on. In hindsight it seems like one of those idle threats that the schools give out to the entire students. But, as most like real life, I didn't believe them and I was terrified that we were all going to get in trouble for smoking weed. I think it was either during or after that when Eric came and eddie too, I think Eric pulled my shirt up, and Eddie grabbed my chest.

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Hurricane Dreams

Can't remember any others at the moment but I do remember one. It was Anna's birthday and we were going to Wiggins Pass. It had a weird theme park Bus Loop feel and it was night time. I was left to park the bus, it was gigantic, maybe as wide as three or four cars. And I had the feeling that everyone made me park the bus because they didn't want me to be there or to humiliate me or something. I can't remember any of the other dreams that I had when we had no power but I will keep thinking.

Sep. 5th, 2017

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Back Yard Sex Dream

I remember being with Lallah and trying to get to moms house through the yard. Mom's house looks really similar to her neighbors so first we almost went into the wrong house because we didn't know which one was hers. In this dream Taylor's play friend was more similar to Kayla's boyfriend. He was like that preppy pussy kind of gangster. There was a really big bathroom. I guess this was her boyfriend's.  She found a flash drive in the bathroom and I guess she and I both assumed, or I assumed with her, that this meant that her boyfriend masturbated in the bathroom. The flash drive looked like a little guy like the one we got at Richie's wedding with arms and legs. Taylor said I still want to lose weight anywayTaylor said I still want to lose weight anyway or something along those lines. We proceeded to treat the little flash drive as if it was a voodoo doll and did some pretty or homoerotic things to it. There was a guy with us I can't remember if it was Eric or boyfriend, because I do feel like it was there but I don't think it was then. Anyway the guy that was with us at the it felt really weird and gay to do that to the flash drive.

Sep. 4th, 2017

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Kat Race

I feel like this was a few separate dreams but it might not have been. One thing I do remember was being with cat and I think her brother and her dad maybe in a trailer or something I feel like we are near a race like a Swamp Buggy race. That was trying to be really nice to me, and I think the brother was too, but for some reason I feel like my dad was there as well. Not there but was there with my mom and the dream or something like that. Anyway her family was really nice to me and I was walking with them or something but I still feel there was an event like a race going on.

Aug. 28th, 2017

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Weird World

Mom shared her big house. Had my own room. Other people had very odd and small chairs at their dining room. Had to swim underwater to get the house. Had to go above water to see anyone. Eric came to visit me, I swam up to the top, and I had to give some kind of injection which I felt was experimental right into my stomach

Aug. 24th, 2017

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Captive and College

Two separate, first one at 2 a.m.: don't really remember this one but here's what I told Eric about it. Was that a Love's Travel Stop or something like that in the big bathroom I can't remember if other people were there, but a guy was there with a shaved head who was keeping us captive.  Maybe I was keeping people captive to, or had Stockholm syndrome or something.

Next one from this morning:  again can't remember all of it but the first thing that I do remember is being outside college or something or after a wedding and some kind of parking lot and my car got stolen. It got stolen right in front of my face. And I had this suspicious feeling that my car was only stolen because I was a girl and the guy felt like he could just take my car if he wanted to. One thing that made me feel this way is because another guy got his car stolen a Ferrari or something and the kid just brought it back a few minutes later. My car was gone and it didn't seem like anyone thought it was a problem or was willing to help either. So then there's a computer lab  and I was in college. It felt very weird being there and yet very normal and comfortable. I was trying to take a quiz or test on the computer and I just didn't understand it at all. It's like for some reason everything was very foreign to me not that I didn't study. Stephanie was there she got up from a computer and walked away. I looked at her computer in the questions that she had were extremely basic questions almost herself that I could have answered just by knowing her. I switched over to her computer and refresh the page, hoping to get some thing similar or the same thing. I don't remember if I did or not common since the next thing that happened was finding out that Nick guide by cutting his hand off in a wood shop class.  , I remember in the dream being told specifically that he died but didn't think that he actually had to get or didn't understand how. After this I went into another bathroom and I believe I saw the the guy who stole my car there. Unfortunately after this I don't really remember anything.

Aug. 17th, 2017

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David on the train

I wish I could remember more of this because it is so fascinating and weird and deep and kind of dark.  Of the parts and I remember I either killed a girl about my age similar to me or was there when she was cold and didn't tell her family or had a part in her death accidentally. We were on a bus or a train it like a train that seem more like a bus.  at first it was like no one could see her except for me because of her being dead. Rob Dyke was there, i got to talk with them and kind of flirt with him for a minute because I thought you was receptive to at first but then said he needed help getting something and needed a short person to help him. David Williams was also there and for some reason was a little put off by me. Something eventually came up to where I am will said to tell the family about the girl that was dead. Really wish I could remember more about this weird scenario.

Jul. 24th, 2017

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Ariel dream

Having this dream feel so out of the blue. I had agreed to meet up with Ariel. I'm not sure which city I was in I think I was maybe in Miami. I really can't know. Okay well you have a way beauty I kind of feel a Deja Vu where I was running away from someone in a carriage and a city was that another dream I had about him? AnywayI had agreed to meet him and I didn't want to do itanymore. I'm not sure why but I was terrified of meeting with him? I knew it was a matter of minutes until he was coming to the hotel I agreed to meet him at. So I went somewhere else. I had one in my own hotel. And so I went to the hotel there. I knew somehow deep in my heart that he would know where to find me. My hotel room was at the end of a long long hallway. It reminded me of an old ship for a horror movie hotel room but it mostly reminded me of the long thing you walk through when you get off and airplane. It was very similar to Twin Peaks or at least reminiscent of it. Anyway I knew you would be coming so I ran into the room across the hall where Kennedy Dylan and someone else were. Shortly after the time we were scheduled to meet at the first room, my phone started ringing and I could not answer the call because it was him. I had a hunch that he was going to try and find me so when I ran into Kennedy's hotel room I told her that he was after me and that he wouldn't stop until he found me. She was pretty confused at first and I couldn't help much because I wasn't sure what he was going to do. But she knew I was serious and kept me hidden. I kind of feel like I had tried to do the same thing with Taylor before but she didn't take it seriously so I had to head out again to another hiding place. Then I heard him it was terrifying I heard him Russian to the room that I had rented for myself angry that I wasn't meeting with him hurt that I didn't go where I said I'd be and instead found another place for myself. All I could do is hide I couldn't talk to him on the phone and he started calling because I was just so afraid of his anger and response. When he saw my room was empty he let out a an angry screaming cry like a whale a whale of intense pain. Was he more Angry than hurt I didn't know. After that he came into the hotel room the I was hiding in and I'm not sure if you recognize scan it done but he asked him if they had seen me and they said after thinking for just a second no. ,, he wrote out another muffled version of the same painful angry upset cry that he did before.

Jul. 22nd, 2017

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Ana movie

There was a movie about anorexia and basically the proana comm was going. Eric didnt want me to go but i knew i was going to so i went. he went off with friends and was being pretty mean, belittling me and stuff. Basically all the anas were kind of quarreling during the movie but i kind of befriended this girl. next thing i knew i was in a huge bed with her and fingering her. i thought at first i didnt know how to finger a girl and then was like, wait, i actually do. i was extremely turned on.

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