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smile bomb
Date: 2009-07-15 10:53
Subject: Mum dies, all .hack
Security: Public
Mood:hungry hungry
Tags:category:bad, category:random, family:mum, tag:death, tag:videogame

Yesterday, dreamt that my mum was going to die.

Other than that, I've only really dreamt of .hack fighting. Today I dreamt that Tri-Edge gave me his member address. I was PISSED that he was good and was actually a PC and not an AI.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-07-11 12:22
Subject: Eating Smokey
Security: Public
Tags:category:bad, family:taylor, person:marlon, tag:animals/pets, tag:chase, tag:driving, tag:food, tag:law, tag:videogame

I had a huge dream; none of it was very good. First part of the dream, Taylor and I ate Smokey. I don't know why. I was incredibly sad afterward and I immediately regretted it. We almost ate Bandit, too.

Then we all had a meet-up with everyone from high school. I had on short shorts and Christina Hydes got mad at me for wearing hers. No one paid attention to me; I played with Marlon's hair. I don't know where Aaron was.

Then I was Johnny Napalm, I was on a steam bike and I was running from the cops. I got away, but I figured that they'd find me eventually because of my giant mohawk.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-07-08 12:56
Subject: Teaching Isaac and teh gov's
Security: Public
Mood:sleepy sleepy
Tags:category:random, person:isaac, tag:chase, tag:two guys, tag:water

In this dream, I was teaching Isaac, two or three guys constantly flirted with me, and I was in a canal where there was a field trip. The cops wanted me and I was on the run. I thought I'd have to have plastic surgery to evade them.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-07-03 23:40
Subject: Web languages and animals
Security: Public
Music:Indochine - Tes Yeux Noirs
Tags:category:random, tag:animals/pets, tag:language, teacher:keeler

Keeler told me that Japanese is a spider web language. I was spending time with him; kind of sad. Yesterday i dreamt I was on some sort of animal committee.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-06-28 14:50
Subject: TCM
Security: Public
Mood:full full
Music:Pray for Rain - Taxi to Heaven
Tags:category:nightmare, tag:chase, tag:computer, tag:death, tag:videogame, tag:water

 Started out as a Mabinogi dream. I was dungeoning. Turned into me and a handful of other people in the wildneress in, you guessed it--Texas ! A few of us were killed off, then I guess we went into the water. There was a carnival off in the distance in the middle of the night. We saw some cops and were going to go up to them, but then we saw that it was a guy with another guy on his shoulders ? Then we all started running. We were shooting at them, they were shooting at us. I ran and ran and ran until I found some cars from the festival. This is where the dream became first person rather than me watching a movie. I was terrified the whole time, but it wasn't until this part when I thought "Wow, the camera work is really good. I can see what I normally see--my own hands, my own nose!" After this was when I was conscious of my own choices. I ran to the end and I opened a door of a white SUV with a woman in it. I told her what happened, she locked her doors, and started driving. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-06-26 16:09
Subject: Jason and Jarel
Security: Public
Music:The Outlaws - Green Grass and High Tides
Tags:category:random, person:jarel, person:jason, place:school, place:warehouse, tag:driving

First part of the dream, school was over for the year. We were in a big cafeteria, but I'm calling it a warehouse. Jason had two motorcycles, and he let me ride one. The plan was, he was going to ride home some friends, then I was going to, then I was going to take some in my car. But it turned out there were like 10 people that wanted to go. He gave me a helmet that matched my sweater perfectly, with all the colors. Ashley Gaffney wanted me to take her and I told her that I would save for the fact that she was really rude to me about my sweater. So Jason left with someone, and didn't come back for a while.

I got into a limo that was driven by Ben from that show. The limo was like a bus; it picked up some kids I knew from middle school. We drove in the middle of nowhere, it was twilight by this time. Jarel and his girlfriend were picked up. Jarel was eyeing me the whole time but otherwise pretending like I wasn't there, cos of his girlfriend. The road was a long stretch, with a few random houses and some windmills.

Then at the end we had to go to a wedding for school. I thought it would be a crappy wedding, since it was done at school. It was Chris and Sandy's wedding; hunter was there. I was a 'special guest' of the wedding. I don't remember what happened at the end.  

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-06-19 14:20
Subject: Kind of cool.
Security: Public
Tags:category:random, tag:water

This dream was kind of cool. As expected, I forget the beginning.
I remember going with some guy into like, these underground tunnels. We were swimming in them and sliding down them. It was fun, but the water was cold, and I think we got into trouble for it.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-06-17 13:05
Subject: Aaron's gramma came back to life~~?!
Security: Public
Tags:category:weird, family, person:aaron, tag:animals/pets, tag:death, tag:water

First I remember something about being with Aunt Missy and Uncle Chris. Maybe this part will come back to me.


Next, I was going to  go pick up Aaron from wherever he was, but I had to get something for him from his house first. I went there and I saw Fritz Martin. In the middle of the living room I saw Aaron's grandma's body. She had recently died in the dream, like, a month ago or something. I was pretty freaked to see that they were keeping her body around. So I got whatever and I went to leave and I said something, and she said something back. This was EXTREMELY freaky. Aaron's parents came in and I tried to play off the fact that I was in their house by saying "SHE'S ALIVE, SHE'S ALIVE." They acted like it wasn't really a big deal; apparently she had been living and dying for centuries. I left; when I did (I don't remember exactly what happened before that) I had to climb over these rusty old cars cos the yard was flooded. They caved under my weight, but I still made it to my car.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-06-16 13:37
Subject: sex with a girl + losing Aaron
Security: Public
Tags:category:bad, category:sexual, family:ricky, person:aaron, tag:homosexual, tag:naked, tag:water

Yesterday I remember going down a hallway, and I met a girl and we had sex on the beach.

Today I dreamt that I made Aaron mad and he left. We were naked in the bath tub and my uncle Ricky was there. He left and I couldn't get him to come back. I made myself super tall and looked for him at the mall. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-06-07 12:00
Subject: I can't remember these dreams
Security: Public
Tags:category:random, category:sexual, family:grandpa, family:missy, person:caitlin, person:sangjung, tag:animals/pets, tag:anime, tag:food, tag:water, teacher:crown

I dreamt that my grandpa called me from Russia. The dream was dark. I didn't know he had gone. I served Sangjung and someone else pocky. I felt bad that I didn't have the kind they wanted. I got upset.

Yesterday I think I was in the water with Aunt Missy.

Today my first dream was YYH related. I learned spirit gun or something.

Then I dreamt that I went to the water park. Caitlin and Christina Busch were there. I was with Aaron, but then I was with someone else a lot more. We were kind of all over each other, and Aaron didn't like that so I went back to him. Crown took some cute pictures of us together. I wish I could remember who the other guy was. Then there were jellyfish in the water that were stinging us. We had to get out. I was talking to Caitlin and Christina and she used all my makeup up. They said I had good skin and that they looked old.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-29 14:43
Subject: Aaron and stuff
Security: Public
Tags:category:random, family, family:taylor, person:aaron, person:jessica, person:kym, place:work, tag:driving

First, I worked at Target again. I was catching up with everyone.

Then I was going up to G-ville to get a car for Taylor. For some reason I was supposed to get her a car identical to mine.

At the end of the dream I was just with Aaron. I can only remember looking into his eyes. I think we were talking or doing stuff but I just remember that.

Yesterday all I remember is more water and I dreamt about Aaron's mum.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-28 01:43
Subject: Tina
Security: Public
Mood:crying
Tags:category:sexual, person:tina, place:school, teacher:keeler

Tina and I got into a fight. I hooked up with a guy named John. I went back to Palmetto. I was horny and touching myself in the dream when I was not with John. Tina's nephew was there.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-25 10:10
Subject: Reidel
Security: Public
Mood:worried worried
Music:Wondergirls - Nobody
Tags:category:good, person:aaron, person:reidel, person:rocio, tag:animals/pets, tag:water

I dreamt that I found some injured kittens that I couldn't keep. I went to Reidel's and he and Rocio were going out. I was going to relay the information to Aaron. They wanted me to come over, kind of, and when I asked if Aaron could come too Rocio said no. They had a big water slide inside his house.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-24 13:40
Subject: Cruise
Security: Public
Tags:category:random, family:kennedy, person:melissa, tag:water

Today I remember being on a cruise. Kennedy got into trouble, or I did. Melissa was there.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-22 08:09
Subject: SHIT FREAKY
Security: Public
Tags:category:sexual, category:weird, person:aaron

In the dream, I can't remember if I was having sex with Aaron or if I was giving him head. I looked up and saw this face

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It was a joke. He thought it was hilarious. I was traumatized. Couldn't get back to sleep, either.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-21 10:59
Subject: Horrible.
Security: Public
Tags:category:bad, family:dad, person:aaron, person:courthney, tag:water

Today I dreamt that Aaron gave me the ultimatum. I was around the pool with my dad. I think I was at a boarding school or something, so I couldn't be around him. He sent me a letter telling me that he didn't want anything to do with me anymore, and he never even wanted to hear my voice again. I think Courthney said something similar. I was extremely crushed in the dream. I woke up and almost cried. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-19 08:55
Subject: hair and worthless ?
Security: Public
Mood:sore sore
Music:tonight you belong to me
Tags:category:bad, category:random, person:aaron, place:school, tag:animals/pets, tag:death, tag:water

My most recent dream -- I remember being with Aaron somewhere near water. Someone died.

In one dream, I had really strange hair. Multi-colored; it was awesome. 

Then I remember two dreams pretty well. In one, I was trying to help a bunch of animals, but either people didn't want me to or I was just not good at saving them. 

Then I dreamt that I was taking back my pink blankets in exchange for something more grown-up. I was in a bad mood in the dream. The people at the store assumed it was for my children.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-12 12:52
Subject: Forgotten
Security: Public
Mood:sick sick
Tags:category:bad, family:mum, person:tammy, place:france, teacher:rodenbaugh

This dream sucked. Everyone went to Paris and forgot about me.  I heard from my mum that I would be able to buy an extra ticket. . . it was a group thing. I was wearing all the clothes I bought the last time I was in Paris. I went to see Rodenbaugh and she was excited to see me at the airport. But she said that there might not be an extra ticket. So I left. I was sitting on the bench with my mum and Tammy -- they had driven me -- and my mum and I were wearing cute matching outfits. 


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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-10 09:45
Subject: stealing and photos and sid.
Security: Public
Tags:category:random, family:taylor, place:school, tag:music, tag:steal

First part of the dream (or first dream) I was at subway. The lady ended up giving me a pile of checks and bills as change. Then everyone working there was looking around for the money, and I said that I didn't have it, mainly because I didn't want to look like a jerk for not returning it immediately. I came back with it the next day though.

Next I remember leaving some big building in school with Taylor. I went back to my room, which was small, had red lighting, and was really long. I was going to clean up everything including the pictures on the walls.

Then I think my mind just shuffled through images of Sid Vicious' life.  

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-05-07 12:43
Subject: my dream guy, + failing
Security: Public
Mood:sleepy sleepy
Tags:category:bad, category:good, person:matthias, place:school, tag:chase, tag:death, teacher:tennyson

Well, not failing.

The first dream was epic good.  I found my dream man and he was my soulmate. I saw him somewhere and he was really tall,and he had blonde dreadlocks and I knew hew was the most beautiful man I'd ever seen right away. I saw him with some girl. I saw him around, wherever he was going he was nervous and running. Eventually I learned that he was followed by this black cloud, everything around him was black. I think that a demon was haunting his soul. I don't remember if I approached him or not, but he never noticed me until one day I was running down these open halls. I was running fast and my hair and appearance were both really messy. I was trying to get somewhere fast. Everyone else was looking at me oddly but he followed me. We met, and he eventually told me about the demon and I told him I could see it. I knew we were two halves of the same soul. But I don't remember enough of this dream. I remember waking up and being extremely happy that I found this guy even though once I found him I was being chased by a demon. I was so happy though, so I tried to sit there and remember the dream but that caused me to fall asleep again and now I forget more than I did before.

I remember being in a room with these girls I don't like, it might have been an apartment. I am pretty sure it was a continuation of the previous dream, but all that happened in this dream was there was apparently a paper that was due for Crim and I didn't do it, so my grade went down to a B+. I forgot about it completely, but I didn't really think I was going to try to do it and make up for it (because of being chased by a demon). 

interpretation )

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