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smile bomb
Date: 2009-12-07 14:11
Subject: anna and aaron; quiche
Security: Public
Music:Björk - Army Of Me | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:weird, family:missy, person:aaron, person:anna, person:rebecca, person:william, place:warehouse, tag:videogame

Yesterday Aaron's house was a fort under siege or something, and it was fun, then it was Anna's house. We took something of Rebecca's then put it back and she couldn't find it.

Today I was in a dungeon with William, but it was more like a factory. There were these huge blades that we had to go through at the end. I was playing as Quiche, and this lady came and was like 'What's a mouse doing here' and then I said "oh, it's me." I thought she was going to kill me or I was going to get killed by the blades. Then I remember being at aunt missy's.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-12-01 22:54
Subject: vasti and others and NEEDLES
Security: Public
Mood:burnt burnt
Music:Juli - Zerrissen | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:weird, person:jason, place:school, tag:death, tag:steal, tag:videogame

Today I vaguely remember going from these people who were trying to kill me; I was with Jason, it was hard to discern between mabi and real death.

The other day I dreamt that we had a farewell ceremony for Vasto

yesterday, the day before I dreamt that someone took something from my bag. I went to confront him and he stuck a needle through the back of my hand. He hid in a big backpack, I went to beat the bag and he stuck more needles and tubes through my hand.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-11-19 08:26
Subject: candy
Security: Public
Music:Indochine - Hors la loi
Tags:category:random, family:mum, person:dean, tag:food

All I really remember from this dream was I went to target with my mum and got some candy for 3c. I think Dean was there with some cute boy. I thought about how target was a nice place to work. I just liked this dream.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-11-04 07:41
Subject: condoms and ry
Security: Public
Music:ACIDMAN - world symphony | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:weird, family:clay, person:jarel, person:ry, tag:food, teacher:disque

 Dreamt that I talked to Jay. I gave him this scrapbook with all my feelings in it. He was really nice. 

Then I was wearing a shirt that said something about gay guys. I met up with Ry and we had smoothies or something.

Today my dream was funny. Clay was in the dream just being really really weird. He had packages of condoms he put over his eyes and then a rubber band which is what he used as a sleep mask. Hahaha. I wanna say keeler was in the dream too but I don't remember. I was doing a few things that were kinda devious in the dream. I was doing something weird and I saw Mrs. Disque. She remembered me.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-29 08:42
Subject: Chantal and aunt patty
Security: Public
Mood:>:T
Music:LUNA SEA - Be Awake | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:random, family:dad, family:danny, family:michele, family:patty, person:chantal, place:beach, tag:homosexual

Chantal and I were sitting in a beach chair all night. When morning came, we saw some people playing volleyball.  Then I realized that one of them was Danny. Aunt Patty came over and was talking to me about linguistics. My dad came over and started talking about the bracelet Michelle made. We walked about 30 feet east and we were in my backyard. They went into the play house and he showed her the bracelet. This is not the first time my back yard has been a beach. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-28 09:12
Subject: TUSSIN!
Security: Public
Mood:dreadful
Music:saez - Jeune et Con
Tags:category:bad, category:weird, family, family:grandma, person:sloth, tag:death, tag:driving, tag:food, tag:law

 I wrote down: Tussin dad cici's car crash sloth taylor floor dead.

From what I remember, my family was all either traumatized or tripping some fucking balls. We were hungry so we went into CiCi's. My mum walked in and they didn't let the rest of our family in and my dad said "wdf, you're telling me you closed while one of us went in?" so they let us in and even though they said they were closed we got some food. We looked out the window or we went outside or something and the ground looked like the sky. It looked like we would fly downward if we tried to walk on the ground because it looked just like the sky. We got into a mystery machine-type van. . .

I also remember something about going to Sloth's little trailer he had on an airline runway and getting his TV. I wrote down Taylor at this part but I don't remember what happened with her. I think Patty was in the dream too. 

I remember talking to my grandma on the phone. She was out of it. She found either my grandpa or a dog dead on the floor in the living room, and i told her that dead bodies are kind of gross but no biggie, you get used to them. 

The last part of the dream, I was driving, and I realized that the car had no breaks. I drove radically trying to avoid crashing and then the cops started following me. I just the car off so it could only coast and I saw a chain-linked fence, I figured crashing into it head-on would slow me down as I broke through it but I crashed into it and I didn't make it through. I got out of the car and my mum drove up and told me something but I don't remember what, it was something completely unrelated as if I hadn't just wrecked my car.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-26 13:24
Subject: Play and marriage
Security: Public
Location:in class :o
Tags:category:random, family:patty, place:school, tag:animals/pets, tag:marriage

 I don't remember today's dream. Yesterday I went to a play with my parents and I was asked why I went and I told them that I didn't know the name of the person I came with. My parents got mad, I guess they were related to aunt patty. Then we talked about how easy it would be for me to get married in Thailand if I were going to live there. Today I think I dreamt about cats/raccoons. I saw raccoons and I thought they were cats or something.

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-22 08:39
Subject: car accident and colin
Security: Public
Mood:surprised surprised
Tags:category:bad, category:sexual, family:taylor, peson:colin, tag:driving, tag:law, tag:videogame, tag:water

 I don't know why I'm making a tag for Colin, I'll most likely never dream about him again. I dreamt yesterday that Colin Johnson was on a raft with me in the jungle. I dreamt that I was in love with him and he told me he loved me back but he didn't love me, he was in love with a broom. . .

Today I wrecked my car 3 times in the same spot. The last time I wasn't even scared or anything, just mad about costing more money.

interp )

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-17 10:24
Subject: dad
Security: Public
Mood:anxious anxious
Music:Depeche Mode - Wrong
Tags:category:weird, family:dad

Today my dad and I were going to get Larry the Cable Guy's autograph to sell. I didn't have something he could sign so my dad took out this drawing of a penis he did. He and Larry the Cable Guy were musing over how detailed it was. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-15 12:39
Subject: aliens
Security: Public
Location:marsten science library x)
Mood:fucking starving fucking starving
Tags:category:random, family, family:dad, person:katie, tag:alien, tag:animals/pets, tag:fight

today I dreamt that I was playing baseball or something and my family found these aliens, I think in my mum's car, and they were nice. Then we went back to my apartment which was kind of like the house from my neighbor totoro. There were these cute little birds all over the place and katie wanted my towels to get them out. My dad suggested that I give her nice towels and I put them in a box. I did, and when I went to hand them to her she walked past me. She said 'no' and I turned to my mum and said "Wow. That was BITCHY." 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-14 08:21
Subject: ker-pwned
Security: Public
Music:Oren Lavie - Her Morning Elegance
Tags:category:good, person:cassy, person:kaleb, person:katie, person:nicole, person:tammy, place:school, tag:fight

 I met Cassy on the side of 13th. Kaleb was there, which made me DOUBLY excited. After a greeting and hugs, Cassy said "Kaleb has something he wants to say to you." He said, "I think you are wearing the most beautiful dress I've ever seen. . . and I have missed you terribly." /wooed 

Then I just remember telling Tammy what a brat Nicole was for something.

Then I was walking around my grandparents' neighborhood which was I guess my neighborhood. Katie was driving around (maybe Joe was with her? I don't know) and she had her head hanging out of the sunroof. I heard her talking about me. She slowed down when I made fun of her, and I told her for someone who is supposed to value the lives of children and their futures, she was NOT driving safely. She came back with 'Oh yeah, well wait until I tell the CoE what you said about them." Apparently I had convinced them why education majors were morons. 

int )

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-11 11:19
Subject: random
Security: Public
Mood:blank blank
Music:OLIVIA - Cupid | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:random, family:dad, family:michael, person:jason, tag:food, tag:videogame

Some stuff about mabi I think. My dad and my uncle michael were playing wii. I was arguing with Sieg about a title and I hung up on him. I found a mini blueberry pie and I ate it, it was so good. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-07 11:52
Subject: jellyfish plate
Security: Public
Music:Architecture in Helsinki - The Owls Go | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:random, teacher:emerine

 Yesterday I dreamt that I found this plate made out of jelly fish. I cut them up into squares and rearragned them to make an eyeball. 

Today all I wrote down was 'elevator, berenstein's bears, emerine's baby."

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-05 19:40
Subject: all I remember at this point
Security: Public
Music:fra-foa - プラスチックルームと雨の庭 | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:sexual, person:mike, tag:good

 I was at Mike's house. It was the middle of the night. No wait, he made me a video that was really sweet so I went to visit him. His parents were mad that I was there, then I was in some sort of danger so they were okay with me being there and they let me hide out there. We made out on his bed. :O

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-10-01 08:37
Subject: NIGHTMARE that didn't feel like one
Security: Public
Location:United States, Florida, Gainesville
Mood:lazy lazy
Music:Siouxsie and the Banshees - Israel | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:nightmare, family:dad, tag:animals/pets, tag:death, tag:religion

 Kay. Weird dream today. In the dream I had a brother. He was telling me that there was a bunch of bats in his room. We went in and in his room there was this long concrete hallway and a room that was pretty torn apart. Suddenly, hundreds of bats came down and mauled him. He fell into this 'trap door' in the ground (it wasn't really a trap door, it was like a door that goes to an attic; only it was on the ground.) I looked down and I don't remember if I saw him or not, but I did see about 3 or 4 bodies of these really creepy girls that were all naked. I guess kind of like the ring girls. One of them had eyes that were open but were rolled back. I think she was standing. This freaked me the FUCK OUT. I went to tell my dad and he said "oh yeah, I already took care of it." He was in a chiki hut I think with all these paper lanterns around.

Knowing he didn't, I went back to see. There was a writing done on the wall that was really sloppy that said "RESURRECTION." This freaked me out even more. I ran over to my dad and he came back with me. He was mauled by bats but I don't think he was hurt. 

I remember going to a gas station to get some stuff. There wasn't an attendant there so I left a pile of bills on the counter and went to leave. He came back and I told him what I bought and handed him the money. He was really religious, so he offered me a bible and a bag that said something about Jesus. Thinking it could help my situation, I accepted them. 

All I remember about the end of the dream is ripping the girls apart furiously like they were barbie dolls. I tried to destroy every piece of them. Oh, and I also told my apartment about the problem (haha) and wanted to know how the FUCK it happened. They said it was because of that religious guy at the gas station.

I woke up at 4 or so, and then again I think. I think I woke up because I was in the middle of the nightmare. When I woke up at almost 8 (TT_TT) I was thinking about dungeoning on mabi. So I think that's why when I woke up I wasn't still in a terrified state. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-09-30 09:03
Subject: Dad and Jason
Security: Public
Music:Oblivion Dust - Lucky #10 | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:bad, category:sexual, family:dad, person:jason, tag:drugs, tag:videogame

 In this dream, my dad was trying to find me an herb to use to fix my car. He found pot leaves, so he picked them up. I left. Later, I was with a bunch of friends, and the police/a teacher/ someone came and told me that my dad was arrested for possession of marijuana and the other herb we needed to fix the car. So everyone thought my dad was a druggie. Jason was on the bed with me later and we were flirting with each other and we almost had sex. We realized how bad it would have been. So then we started playing mabi. I found a flashy blue die for like, 200k. He was trying to convince me not to buy it (so he could have it). 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-09-29 11:01
Subject: I hate my room mates
Security: Public
Mood:rushed rushed
Music:FAKE? - All My Reasons | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:bad, family:dad, person:jason, person:melissa, tag:fight, tag:food, tag:hiding, tag:snow, tag:videogame

 Lallah was getting a bianca but I bought it for myself instead. I was in a cave in the snow and my dad was trying to get me out. I told Jason about a serial killer. Melissa made a cake and I ate a piece when I was binging. She made a new cake and told me that if I ate a piece she would kill me and my sisters. And it was carrot cake. 

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-09-28 07:08
Subject: Kentaro Lloyd is a family man
Security: Public
Mood:rejuvenated rejuvenated
Music:Ours - Disaster in a Halo | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:good, family, family:grandma, family:grandpa, tag:chase, tag:music

I dreamt that Ken Lloyd was a part of my family or something. This didn't extinguish the fact that I still had the raging hots for him. He was a PI I think, and he came to one of my family gatherings or we had to pick up my grandparents at night because someone was trying to assassinate them at night. He was wearing a black coat. I was happy to be with him. We walked next to the library next to my house, I remember that much. I kinda got close to him before he left really late. I taught him about pinky promises. My grandparents were there, and they were making funny faces. I miss them a lot. Even though my family was in danger why couldn't this have been real. :(

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-09-27 10:10
Subject: World ending
Security: Public
Music:Ours - Dizzy | Powered by Last.fm
Tags:category:random, person:stephanie, tag:fight, tag:politics

Something about Aaron and Stephanie and Stephanie's cousin Juan. The world was going to end or we were going to get bombed but everyone was still fighting. These girls got into a fight in the library. This random skinny girl tried to make everyone feel better by this little skit.  

Also, on mabi I got a new title
Haren the Vera of Fishing and Dining and Fire
?!

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smile bomb
Date: 2009-09-25 08:25
Subject: yesterday and today
Security: Public
Tags:category:bad, category:random, family:cole, family:ricky, person:josh, tag:lost, tag:sleep

Yesterday I dreamt that we were really poor and I was at a flea market in the beginning. We lived with my aunt missy. I had to share a bed. When I went to sleep, Cole felt me up.

Today I dreamt that I went on a roller coaster and I lost my shoes. After that,I went to buy some chili, which they said was vegetarian. I asked if it was vegan or just vegetarian, and they said "yes." After that, my uncle Ricky came up and talked to me. Oh, also, I was dating Josh in this dream, I went back to his house after we had ice cream. He lived in a duplex.

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